PiC~Kapo In Water... ;)
Lets talk about relationship this time...
I wonder why people always give bad remarks about their past relationships or partners after they broke up. If that person was really that lousy in the relationship, then why bother to stay in that relationship and keep complaining abt that person only after everything ends?
Just my 2cents worth of thoughts though, its a cycle i guess.. Courtship, honeymoon, maturity of the relationship and here comes the conquer n control part. haha.. Believe it or not, 1 party will surely take charge and dominate the relationship. Quarrels and arguments come in after that.
Love is something so profound, I got people teaching me how to LOVE a person properly before they actually try looking themselves. No offence though, I appreciate the teachings and advice, but doesnt really make sense if you don't live the lifestyle and habits of the person but yet you can give advice to teach him how to live his life properly... Weird..
I have afew past relationships that left me wondering if i really need some help in maintaining a relationship. I don't consider myself a hunk, a handsome guy etc... I'm just a normal guy who just crave and seek little more attention than others. I love attention but yet I hate crowd.. lol.. Maybe I should really learn how to mix ard more with people, and stop my aloof attitude with people that I don't like. Learn to wear a smile no matter how angry or piss off you are.. Yes.. Im trying that right now.
Its already Sunday morning 1am and I'm still in my office, , listening to my MP3 while typing this. This is the kind of hours I had to accept with my new Position. Suddenly, I thought of them... I'm very concern about them, but I still believe I should just stay at where I'm at right now and don't mess up their happy life. They have their partners and I have my dear too..
Things had changed and life can never go back to what it was anymore.
I seen a Blog with A whole article dedicated to me. If I say I was not upset when reading it, thats not true. Negative comments were like knives piercing me hard, I had to act normal cos I just don't know how to act pitiful and gain sympathy. Till now, I only remember all the happy memories of my past relationship bcos its really pointless to remember any mistakes or wrong deeds of someone. Why make things worse while there's still a chance to be friends?
I'm not trying to hide or shun anyone right now, I'm just learning to protect myself too... Its jus dawn on me that I remember someone told me this before, trust no one except yourself. Not even your best buddy or brother or even parents. In the past I always try to make him understand that there's true and real friendship and stop being so pessimistic about life. Never I would dream that I have to believe his words one day...
Take care pple... Love and care is always there for you... everlasting and never dying...
