Thursday, April 07, 2005
In the morning, i did a very stupid thing by allowing the dentist to remove my molar.. All because I dun have the sufficient cash with me to pay for the other more expensive treatment but it would be able to save my molar...
After everything, I felt an emptiness inside me, something is lost forever. I suddenly regretted going to the dentist. Couldnt talk at all, wanting to express my sadness thru words but to no avail. Went home and saw Dad, got trashing by him when he found out I went for the extraction, mood went even bad and low.. Nevertheless, I cont with today's prog and went to Gym with Stella and Shindy. A wasted trip I guess cos I couldnt find the strength and concentration to focus on my weights due to the pain in the mouth. Went to restroom and found out my mouth was bleedin badly again.. sigh.. in the end, I stop all my weights training and start cooling down.
Went for the movie, "The Pacificer" at J8 after the gym session with shindy and tried eating some cheese Hotdogs but found out I couldnt bite at all. But the movie was nice anyway :)
No dinner for me also... no coffee for the next 5 days, sigh... how am i going to survive?! Somebody HELP ME~~~~!!! :(
DeViL bE wItH DaN.